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The New Doritos Spicy Shawarma! [04 Mar 2010|01:17pm]
The New Doritos Spicy Shawarma!

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[08 Jan 2009|03:56pm]
So I am a boyfriend who is an exboyfriend only not really = S
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[14 Nov 2008|01:41am]

I think I am going to pull an Amanda and Michelle and do an update/post in point form.

1) My job is stupid and I do not make enough money, I want to move out with Jonathan.
2)I have been in an awkward state and havent been worrying too much about anything (which is weird for me)
3) I miss friends . . . =(
4)I am still not sure what to do with my life. Nothing is seeming enticing.
5)I love Jonathan
6)Grr I dont know.

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Because Cindy, Michelle and Amanda did it.. . . [08 Sep 2008|11:43pm]
  • I am Ryan and I have come to terms with that is who I will always be.
  • School makes me sad because I want to go back but I dont know what I want to do.
  • I like to write poetry. I hope one day that will come in handy.
  • I sometimes wish the apacolypse would just happen so that I wouldn't need to worry about much.
  • I have some issues with multiple people in my life.
  • I lack a sense of belonging.
  • I am saddened by the fact that my circle of friends is slowly falling apart.
  • I really like music and wish I could sing better.
  • I am not a fan of body hair.
  • I work at Sobeys and need to get out of there before I go crazy.  Not enough pay and it is way too unfair.
  • I wish I had more motivation to get in shape, but I appear to lack will power.
  • I enjoy Lady Gaga.
  • I need to leave this city, this province and this country for a little while, to clear my head.
  • I make really stupid decisions all the time.
  • I love Neil Gaiman.
  • I love Amanda Palmer.
  • I wish I knew a matrial art. Seems like something I should be doing.
  • I have commitment issues nowadays.
  • My cat is pretty much my child, I would do anything for her.
  • I am getting up early to go see Jonathan when he gets off work at 7am.
  • I am not sure what else to say.
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[02 May 2008|04:30pm]
. . .2011 can not come soon enough.
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[30 Apr 2008|10:07am]
[ mood | In Pain ]

I just had surgery on both of my feet yesterday. There was a lot of scraping and cutting. I am stuck in bed and in a lot of pain. The hospital didn't give me anything for the pain, so this sucks.

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Day 2 in Montreal [19 Apr 2008|07:39pm]
So this is day 2, it has been pretty sweet. Today was the shopping day of the trip. We walked for about 7 hours already today and bought stuff such as bigger luggage to carry the stuff we bought and Nick got a new coat. Also I bought birthday gifts for people and Chiodos tickets (who will be playing with Protest The Hero and From First To Last). So that should be pretty cool.
I do enjoy the subway system here. It is really easy to navigate and a really quick way to get around town and it is very affordable. I wish Halifax had something like this but then again Hali isnt as big as Montreal.
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Day 1 in Montreal [18 Apr 2008|07:28pm]
So here I am in Montreal. The plane ride was okay, I slept most of it away (getting up at 4 in the morning wasnt fun).
Our hotel is pretty sweet and it has a gacuzzi tub, which is awesome.
We werent even on the streets for 5 minutes when a drunk man (at 12 noon) came stumbling about and started peeing on a building.
While I was eating lunch, we saw a man who had just recently shat his pants, it was quite messy.
We took the subway around and ended up on the wrong side of the tracks (lol) then we came home. I am thinking that we may go see Forbidden Kingdom tonight. Hopefully it will be in English.
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[24 Mar 2008|02:58pm]
I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin
To live again?

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your Love do for me?
When will Love be through with me?

Why live life from dream to dream?
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from dream to dream?
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Fly, fly away

<3 Moulin Rouge
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[18 Mar 2008|04:10pm]
And life takes another turn for the worst.
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[05 Mar 2008|12:15pm]
Another day off work (aka called in sick). I dont like this job and I think I need a new one. Anyone have any ideas?
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XOX/OOX/XXO (We Will Never Win) [26 Feb 2008|09:02pm]
XOX/OOX/XXO (We Will Never Win)

We were the greatest,
The last-long war heroes,
We stepped about the rest,
And absolved all fear, oh,
Where did it go? Oh,
Where did it go?

Tumbling down rabbit holes,
And escaping the realities,
We were blessed in some holy light,
Life long self casualties.
Where did I go? Oh,
Where did we go?

Now were trapped between,
These X’s and O’s,
Round and round, round about,
Who’s going to notice us?
I make my move,
And you slightly grin,
This is the match,
That we will never win?

We gather around aimless,
And we yell silently,
Spit out our shameless,
And think violently,
The matches continue,
Though no one has scored,
We fell too far under,
We’re so overboard.

And you call me scavenger,
A whore for the masses,
And I call you stupid,
With breaths between glasses,
I storm out angry,
The rain won’t decrease,
You drive home, down-poured,
The sun is deceased.

The night changes,
Attitude spoken,
Silences broken.

Now were trapped between,
These X’s and O’s,
Round and round, round about,
Who’s going to notice us?
You make your move,
And I slightly grin,
This is the match,
That we will never win?

You gave me this tic,
I sat down your tac,
My toe is one step ahead,
Will I ever come back?
The answer is shrouded,
Among puzzled squares,
X marks your spot,
O, how I’ve been there.

The war is now over,
Goodbye, sticks and stones,
We walk amongst strangers,
On our way home,
Our opposite ways,
Stretch on for days,
Oh, where did it go?
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STOLEN FROM JUSTINE! [26 Feb 2008|08:44pm]
Leave me a comment (anonymous or not) with one or more:

- a secret
- a criticism
- a crush
- a compliment
- a love note
- a song
- a picture
- a political statement
- a death threat
- pretty much anything you want
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[13 Feb 2008|09:15pm]
Oh life, why do I hate you sometimes. I didn't go to work today and it was joyous. I have no motivation anymore to really do anything.
I unsure about a lot of things lately. I just kinda wanna curl up and die. Not to be confused with "Curl Up and Dye" the hair salon (if it actually exists)

But on a darker note. Life is bad right now.
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[10 Feb 2008|02:07pm]
So I am angry enough to kill right now. I do not like when people touch my things let alone take them. I did my laundry at Nick's the other day and well now it is gone. Some of my pants, most of my shirts and all of my towels. Next pay check is going to have to be spent on new clothes. GRR! If I ever get whiff of who took my clothes I will rip them to shreds (the people not my clothes).

On a lighter note, people should come get shitfaced here on the weekends more often.
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[07 Feb 2008|09:37pm]

Training at Convergys. . .is like being in highschool again. Kinda sucks but I am getting pretty okay. I havent really learned much that isnt already common sense.

Day 1: We did nothing. I felt awkward and drank a lot of water. I almost fell asleep.

Day 2: We did some stuff. I read a lot. Almost fell asleep.

Day 3: We made posters. . . 2 of em. I almost fell asleep.

Day 4: We did a scavenger hunt. I almost fell asleep. I read a lot more.

Next week is pay week. . . I cannot wait...
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[03 Feb 2008|09:46pm]
Today was a good day. I went out with Nick for dinner to ESM and then went to see The Eye. I bought a few new things which include: A cd player for the shower, a new shower head ( I like showers) and 3 books.

Heroes: Saving Charlie (yeah, I'm obsessed)
Cell by Stephen King
Fragile Things by Neil Gaiman

I start training tomorrow, I am kinda excited . . . kinda not. Oh Convergys what will you do to me?

I have to jet now.

Oh and if you want to comment please make a little relevant and actual words. Kinda annoys me when it isn't...unless it is funneh,
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[30 Jan 2008|11:48pm]
Well, life has been weird lately.

I walked out of my job, quitting while doing so because I just got so fed up with it. They are closing tomorrow anyway. All I can say is good riddance (and I'm not the only one).

I start Convergys on Monday. This should be a experience.

Friends. What can I say? I feel like I am losing some and I feel like I am getting closer to others. I wish certain ones were around more and I wish some would just open their eyes.

The apartment is going better than I thought.

I feel meh. My body hates me and so does the hospital.

Things are too weird O.O
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[13 Jan 2008|12:56pm]
So I'm all moved in, I need to buy a few things first but yeah. People will have to come see the place (and bring house-warming gifts .. j/k . . .unless you want to.) But yeah. . . do come.
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[30 Nov 2007|12:34pm]
I had to get up early today, I work late tonight, Exam tomorrow morning.

Lately, everything has been falling apart.
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